When I fade


When I fade
don’t be afraid.
I went to,
a better place.

A place where fear,
has Disappeared.

So don’t cry, cheer!

For God has pulled me near.
Near as I can be.
Now The Lord is all I see.

So glad to have lived my life.
Grateful that Jesus paid The Price.

So I can rest for eternity.
In The Arms that formed me.

Goodbye for now, till the new earth.
Where God has taken away all of the hurt.

Lost love

I’m over him
before we even started.
I thought he understood me.
But we’ve already parted.

Because subduing me like all the rest. Was how he wanted to interact.

I guess he didn’t pass the test. Alone with God is where I’ll rest.

Great place to be, been here before.
I guess I’ll have to show him the door.

I had to overlook so much of the sin, so much of the sin, that he was in.

But lacking Grace, Mercy and compassion, being with someone like that!? Again!

I could not imagine.

So I’ll rest in God’s Arms, providing me the strength to go on.

To Get up and see,
what’s behind
the next door.

What do people want!?

What do people want?

They want pieces of you.
And they will take one piece at a time,
till you’re black and blue.

Until you are lacking, well……

everything.

Pieces hanging from here.
Pieces hanging from there.
No one really cares.

Now I’m not whole.

The Pieces taken, can I get them back?
Not fully intact, but maybe I can get some
Of my life back.

I should just let those pieces go.
Maybe just go with the flow.

The Pieces are gone.
So do I even want them back?
Given a new life,
I Should focus on that!

Stop looking back at the trail of pieces left behind.
Look forward, there will be, no rewind.

So just be kind.
The kindness I would like to receive.
I must give to others.

New pieces forming.

Boy am I enjoying this.

Rather than taking pieces from me.
This life is about picking up new pieces.
And Building me.

I Give and you give, leaves no space for taking.
Giving my life to The Lord.
Yes that’s in the making.

Gotta live on this Earth.
With all the people.
God create in me
a protective steeple.

May it reach high in the sky for all to see.

God’s Light shining bright from inside of me.

More like a lighthouse helping others through, the waters of life get turbulent ya know?

So look for my light, now I’m shining bright, high in the sky, with God’s protective Steeple.

Kill Joy

Joy killers, sucker’s and crushers.
They are the worst, without question.

They steal your joy without a thought.
Don’t get caught in this trap.
You’ll find a life without joy,
is a life that lacks.

Once you’ve had Joy, you can’t go back.
No killing, sucking or crushing my joy,
That was before.

Now leave me alone, I’ve closed that door.
Bang on it, but it’s sealed closed.

Go ahead wolves,
blow and blow.
This door may sway,
but it won’t give way.
No entry! Not today.

Go find your Joy another way.

Hip Hip, Hooray ❣️

Never ready for the day.
Come along, let’s go play.

Armour on, God brushes me off.
Come on, get up, we’ve got a lot.

A lot of souls that need saving.
Planting, building and repairing.

With God leading the way.
I can face the day.

God has brushed all the scrapes away.
The scrapes of yesterday, try to hang on.

But God You’ve gone and brushed them off.
Hang on to me, don’t let me drop.

Now free as a bird, I get to play.
Within the lanes that God has made.

Go face the day, with God leading the way.
Now I can say,
“Hip, hip, Hooray!

God Showers down His Mercy

Feels like
I’m running from life.
Tired of being caught up, In strife.

Sometimes Life Cuts like a knife.
Cutting deep, inside.
Inside of my mind.

Sometimes dull and Sometimes sharp.
But always leaving, Quite a mark.
Scars all over. Starting over.
Life ran me over, like a bulldozer.

Landed on my chest.
Need to get some rest.
When it’s all over.
I’ll go to my Lover.

God,
The Lover,
of my soul.
If it weren’t for God,
I would not be whole.

Restoration in process. God,

please Don’t stop it.
Till the day I take my last breath.

Till the time my Lord says,
“It’s time to rest”.

I’ll serve God daily. Always praying.

Surrendering my life, will and power.
Trading them
for God’s glorious Showers.

Showers of Grace
Showers of Kindness
Showers of God’s
Unending Mercy

Jenn❣️

Sub-conscious state

While living in a sub-conscious state. 

You will make, many mistakes. 

Trying not to be a fake. 

Waiting patiently, to meet my fate. 

Sub-conscious state, half asleep/half awake. 

Some days, more asleep than awake. 

But then again, some days, more awake than asleep.

Sub-conscious state, I’m in my head. 

In there, God’s the Ruler, Satan’s dead. 

So when I live in that, Sub-conscious state,

Life’s more peaceful, Yep, it’s great.

When I have to live consciously, 

be awake to everything.

That’s when things go topsy-turvy. 

My whole world,  in knots and turmoil. 

Don’t understand the world, when in a conscious state. 

Yet when in my, sub-conscious state, 

I love this world, and fit in right. 

So yes, I may be introverted, living life sub-consciously. 

Sometimes aware, sometimes worldly default. 

But mostly the Holy Spirit ruling over my spirit. 

Helping me to surrender my power and will to the Holy One. 

I owe God everything, hence the ruling of my sub-conscious state. 

He rules my heart, body, mind. 

Not to say sometimes, that worldly thinking doesn’t get me. 

Yes it takes over from time to time. 

But only for a moment, for God’s in control of this mind. 

Stray a little, maybe I will, but surrender to God fully, 

That’s God’s Will. The Lord is my Ruler.

Fighting from the Victory, for God has won the war. 

Judgment is gone, now Grace abounds. 

Following my Father, my Brother and Savior.

With the comfort of God’s Holy Spirit, 

I will continue to Live. 

Mostly sub-consciously. 

Yes, mistakes I will make.

But God is always there to help make things Great.

Always on, I never stop.
When will
the thoughts, stop!?
Coming at a vicious pace,
Kind of want,
out of the race.
Tired of life,
But God reminds me,
It’s not all strife.
Because God is guiding.
Don’t know what to do,
Half the time.
The other half,
Just want to rhyme.
Be in,
my own,
little world.
One Where,
God is the Ruler.
Satan tries so hard,
to gain ground.
Yet never going to,
God’s all around.
Because life abounds.
When God’s in control,
Satan underground, under God’s feet,
Smashing his head.
Satan met defeat,
God, gave me Life,
Not sorrow.
But my beautiful Life
Has been bought, not borrowed.
God abounds, the Holy Spirit surrounds.
Pick me up, off the ground
Gaining ground, feeling sound.
In all that I do
Yes, With every breath,
May I Love You
and
serve You,
To make all things great.

Be Good

See if you can catch the vibe I’m trying to put out…..

If you see the good in a person, it brings the good to the surface.

If you bring the good to the surface, it means you’re helping that person be the best version of themselves. 

Now….

Luke 6:31 Do to others as you would have them do to you.

Don’t you want to be the best version of you that you can be?

Don’t you want to bring out the good in others?

Matthew 5:48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Be the best version of you, and help bring out the best in others.

JUST😏🤷‍♀️🤔🤷 SAYING

Free to be me.

Feeling free to be myself.
No longer,
a scared little mouse.

Opening doors,
No one can close.

Boy do I,
feel exposed.

Hundreds of times,
I’ve seen that smile.

So bright, you can see it,
For miles and miles.

Surrendering more and more,
to The Lord.

Bright shining face,
So grateful for Grace.

If it weren’t for God’s Grace,
I’d be gone from this place.

Separating spirit from flesh,
God has cleaned up the mess.

Where the Spirit is strong,
The flesh is weak.

Not a meek little mouse,
But a roaring lion.

God is helping me,
Slay my giants.


A diamond in the rough,
Yep, God saw it.
A beautiful me, wild and free.