Not that I’m angry or even upset.
It’s just that I’m disappointed in myself.
Who would have thought
That putting yourself first
Would be so hard.
I forgot and
it blindsided me
Left a scar.
What’s the harm
in bending the knee.
It just makes sense to me.
Put others first
Which places you last.
Go help them
do their tasks.
Wait what happened?!?
This is not
what God asked.
To be kind and gentle
To all those involved.
Not for you to stumble and fall.
When I mess things up
I get no rest.
Nope!
It’s stress and tension that I get.
So Jen chill out.
Pay attention.
Hopefully,
you learned
your lesson.
Random thoughts and God Dots 