Author Archives: jenthefair

Drifting Away

I’m drifting away from the sorrows of tomorrow.  They tend to rain down So much pain and sorrow.  Stop thinking in the past.  Stop gazing at the future.  Please refrain from this stuper.  Just a lingering pain remains. Trust me all pain is not the same.  Some of it produces change While others are lameContinue reading “Drifting Away”

Bold and Beautiful

Trained so well. Not to fail. Push, shove. Where’s the love? Dumb, dumb.How can you understand? Go write your poemsCut your heart open. Bare it allWhat do you have to lose?It’s God that loosens the noose. Choking me out.What does it matter? Restoration’s in the AIR.So tighten the saddle. The simple is who You use.LabelContinue reading “Bold and Beautiful”

Backsliding

Not that I’m angry or even upset. It’s just that I’m disappointed in myself. Who would have thought That putting yourself first Would be so hard. I forgot and  it blindsided me Left a scar. What’s the harm  in bending the knee.  It just makes sense to me. Put others first Which places you last.Continue reading “Backsliding”

Alive and Vibrant

I’m alive and vibrant. All the beautiful colors. Red, yellow, blue and green. What does all of this mean? Sometimes I feel alive. Other times like I could die. Which one is the lie? Shining bright for all to see. Or hanging out and having tea. The Lord lives inside of me. Until God says Continue reading “Alive and Vibrant”

The Sparrow

How he loves me?  I don’t know.  Gently and tenderly I wish it so.  For the bear tears apart the loyal guardian.  Sparrow’s left bare.  Shivering and scared.  Does anyone care? Loyal guardian has come to guard and protect. He rejects all ways that oppose The Lord.  For as he draws near to our Lord,Continue reading “The Sparrow”

Dancing on the Waves

Dancing on the Waves February 11, 2020 Year of Our Lord -Tuesday 5:20 p.m. I absolutely love the way You have been speaking to me and interacting with me. I feel like You have taken our relationship to the next level. I know now why You wanted me to listen to the song, “Dancing onContinue reading “Dancing on the Waves”

JESUS has overcome

To avoid the pain that came, I ran out of the frame.  Trying to avoid the flames Not trying to place any blame. Do the Right thing, Had been my thing.  Toughen up, I think not.  Bruised and beaten, tenderized. Got my insides on the outside.  Open, shut, now close it up. Stitches and scars,Continue reading “JESUS has overcome”

You are my Everything

In my weakness God You are Strong. In my failures God You are Victorious. In my sadness, You Lord lift my head. In my grief You Comfort me Lord. In my confusion, You Lord bring Clarity. You are what the world says are the Ying to my yang. The One Key that unlocks me, Jennifer.Continue reading “You are my Everything”

Please Lord use me

Wow, he never skipped a beat. As long as I am, meek as sheep. Doesn’t matter what you’re in. Smoking or drinking gin. As long as you can serve me more. Doesn’t matter who likes you most. As long as you don’t coast. Coasting is wrong. Just floating along. No direction from God. That makesContinue reading “Please Lord use me”