Not through yet!

I’ve got nobody.
And nobody’s got me.

But it is good.
What is your problem?

Now you’re free.
What do you do?

All you do.
Is stew and stew.

Boiling over,
The pot won’t hold it.

Biking, hiking, fishing 🎣🦦 birding.
All things,
you should be doing.

So stop your stewing.
Let’s start proving.

What Jenn can do.
Cause I’m not
Through yet.

Chain-ge

Lost,
In
a sea of change.

When will
my life begin?

Can’t
hardly breathe.

For
Change
has taken
my breath away.

Every day
just seems the same.

Hamster wheel,
Going faster and faster.

Can I get off?
And get something accomplished.

Anxiety and Angst

That constant looming
When will it go?

Are you waiting for me to grow?

Is this the next step?
To rid me of,

All of this anxiety and angst?

But how do I do this!?
Please show me the way.

Thank God for this brand new day❣️

Going through the next door.

Here I go

Once the dust clears.
Who will be here?

Who will be here,
To share my tears?

In time God Will bring,
who He sees fit.

Not a square peg,
In a round hole.

This time
I won’t,
Lose focus.

Focus on what,
God has presented.

Right here, Right now.
Like God has intended.

Here in the present.
No looking back.
Only forward,

Now let’s go,
Through this door.

Joy sucker’s/don’t let them get you!

Joy sucker,
Strikes again.

Stealing joy,
From whomever they can.

If I’m not happy,
Why should you be?.

Joyful, content!?
No way my friend.

The world is full of sucker’s.
Sucker’s on the prowl,
Sucker’s all around.

Be careful,
Look out for sucker’s.

Go spread that joy,
Bring happiness.

Loving all,
And feeling blessed.

Life’s rough

Life puts up, quite a fight.

Way to primal.
Wandering near and far.

Eyes, heart and soul.
Always wavering, never whole.

The flesh will never satisfy.
“More and More”, it will always cry.

Desires of the flesh are fleeting.
What’s real, isn’t always presented, neatly.

What a mess!
This thing, called life.

I’ve got to say,
Life puts up quite a fight.

When I fade


When I fade
don’t be afraid.
I went to,
a better place.

A place where fear,
has Disappeared.

So don’t cry, cheer!

For God has pulled me near.
Near as I can be.
Now The Lord is all I see.

So glad to have lived my life.
Grateful that Jesus paid The Price.

So I can rest for eternity.
In The Arms that formed me.

Goodbye for now, till the new earth.
Where God has taken away all of the hurt.

Lost love

I’m over him
before we even started.
I thought he understood me.
But we’ve already parted.

Because subduing me like all the rest. Was how he wanted to interact.

I guess he didn’t pass the test. Alone with God is where I’ll rest.

Great place to be, been here before.
I guess I’ll have to show him the door.

I had to overlook so much of the sin, so much of the sin, that he was in.

But lacking Grace, Mercy and compassion, being with someone like that!? Again!

I could not imagine.

So I’ll rest in God’s Arms, providing me the strength to go on.

To Get up and see,
what’s behind
the next door.

What do people want!?

What do people want?

They want pieces of you.
And they will take one piece at a time,
till you’re black and blue.

Until you are lacking, well……

everything.

Pieces hanging from here.
Pieces hanging from there.
No one really cares.

Now I’m not whole.

The Pieces taken, can I get them back?
Not fully intact, but maybe I can get some
Of my life back.

I should just let those pieces go.
Maybe just go with the flow.

The Pieces are gone.
So do I even want them back?
Given a new life,
I Should focus on that!

Stop looking back at the trail of pieces left behind.
Look forward, there will be, no rewind.

So just be kind.
The kindness I would like to receive.
I must give to others.

New pieces forming.

Boy am I enjoying this.

Rather than taking pieces from me.
This life is about picking up new pieces.
And Building me.

I Give and you give, leaves no space for taking.
Giving my life to The Lord.
Yes that’s in the making.

Gotta live on this Earth.
With all the people.
God create in me
a protective steeple.

May it reach high in the sky for all to see.

God’s Light shining bright from inside of me.

More like a lighthouse helping others through, the waters of life get turbulent ya know?

So look for my light, now I’m shining bright, high in the sky, with God’s protective Steeple.