God is my Warmth

February 3rd, 2020 Year of Our Lord, Monday, 7:40 a.m. Good morning, God. This morning… You drew me out of bed with the light of the sun and the promise of its warmth. Of course this made me think of You, Lord. With the changing of the weather from winter to “spring”, it brings alongContinue reading “God is my Warmth”

Before it’s too late

I can make requests, but God knows what’s best. Fussing and fightingWill get you nowhere. Sanity left, I need it back. Somewhere between sweetAnd meek. All jumbled up in my head. Sometimes, wish I were dead. Cause then Lord, I could explain. Why I do the things that seem insane. Guess I needed reminding. God’sContinue reading “Before it’s too late”

Drifting Away

I’m drifting away from the sorrows of tomorrow.  They tend to rain down So much pain and sorrow.  Stop thinking in the past.  Stop gazing at the future.  Please refrain from this stuper.  Just a lingering pain remains. Trust me all pain is not the same.  Some of it produces change While others are lameContinue reading “Drifting Away”

Bold and Beautiful

Trained so well. Not to fail. Push, shove. Where’s the love? Dumb, dumb.How can you understand? Go write your poemsCut your heart open. Bare it allWhat do you have to lose?It’s God that loosens the noose. Choking me out.What does it matter? Restoration’s in the AIR.So tighten the saddle. The simple is who You use.LabelContinue reading “Bold and Beautiful”

Backsliding

Not that I’m angry or even upset. It’s just that I’m disappointed in myself. Who would have thought That putting yourself first Would be so hard. I forgot and  it blindsided me Left a scar. What’s the harm  in bending the knee.  It just makes sense to me. Put others first Which places you last.Continue reading “Backsliding”

Alive and Vibrant

I’m alive and vibrant. All the beautiful colors. Red, yellow, blue and green. What does all of this mean? Sometimes I feel alive. Other times like I could die. Which one is the lie? Shining bright for all to see. Or hanging out and having tea. The Lord lives inside of me. Until God says Continue reading “Alive and Vibrant”