Lost love

I’m over him before we even started.I thought he understood me.But we’ve already parted. Because subduing me like all the rest. Was how he wanted to interact. I guess he didn’t pass the test. Alone with God is where I’ll rest. Great place to be, been here before. I guess I’ll have to show himContinue reading “Lost love”

What do people want!?

What do people want? They want pieces of you.And they will take one piece at a time, till you’re black and blue. Until you are lacking, well…… everything. Pieces hanging from here.Pieces hanging from there.No one really cares. Now I’m not whole. The Pieces taken, can I get them back?Not fully intact, but maybe IContinue reading “What do people want!?”

Sub-conscious state

While living in a sub-conscious state.  You will make, many mistakes.  Trying not to be a fake.  Waiting patiently, to meet my fate.  Sub-conscious state, half asleep/half awake.  Some days, more asleep than awake.  But then again, some days, more awake than asleep. Sub-conscious state, I’m in my head.  In there, God’s the Ruler, Satan’sContinue reading “Sub-conscious state”

Pretenders

Oh the pretenders,Not knowing who they are.Always looking for, who sets the bar. Don’t have to look far, you know who you are.A fake, a phoney, it’s such a facade. All about the show, and who you know. Can’t go too far, with others setting the bar. Oozing false confidence. But where is the balance?NoContinue reading “Pretenders”

Love myself!?❣️

God, is my Everything

Lord, You overwhelm me, with Your Grace. While drowning in Your ocean of grace, It’s so peaceful, and I can’t wait. Breathing saved for later. Completely saturated. Falling deeper and deeper,into Your Grace. Bottomless depths and neverending shorelines. Keep falling and falling. No bottom to Your Grace. So enlace me Lord, with Your Grace. IntertwineContinue reading “God, is my Everything”

Prodigal son’s

While waiting for God’s timing.I will keep on rhyming. I’ve come out of hiding.Stopped all the fighting. Now God has got me shining.Joy fills my air. For Jen the fair is now aware.God’s Love surrounding, forever binding. God’s blessings, abounding.Part of God’s army. Full Armour of God Protect the outside. While God’s Holy Spirit, onContinue reading “Prodigal son’s”

Watching the Sinking ship

Sinking ship, Full of anger and pride. Can’t go on, for it weighs a ton. Going under, pull out all the stops! Bully her, chain her, shut her up. What happened? This used to work!? Not anymore, No more abuses! Filled with joy, nothing can destroy. God’s Holy Spirit, leading the charge. Use me Lord,Continue reading “Watching the Sinking ship”

Feeling Joy

Feeling JoyI know You’re here.If You weren’tI would feel fear. I feel You close.Not to boast.I’ve loved YouMost.And now it shows. Your glory aboundingAll around me.It’s You, iFeel deep in my core.This feeling,I can not Ignore. OfGod’s Holy SpiritI want more and more. So fill me LordEven more. Until I’m spilling over.Into Your people,Of whomContinue reading “Feeling Joy”