To have someone, would be nice

To have someone, that would be nice But not just anyone will suffice  For they must be kind and treat me right The kind that says,  “Love you, God bless you and goodnight”  A love that’s not embarrassed or ashamed To stand by my side through, thick and thin A love that will help meContinue reading “To have someone, would be nice”

This is how I thrive❣️

Never thought I’d get the nerve to move on without him in tow. But I did, I’m so proud of me, now that I’m the one leading. But I’m not used to leading. I have to figure outthis new position. I’ll take the lead but not really. God leading the way with me in tow,Continue reading “This is how I thrive❣️”

Not through yet!

I’ve got nobody.And nobody’s got me. But it is good.What is your problem? Now you’re free.What do you do? All you do.Is stew and stew. Boiling over,The pot won’t hold it. Biking, hiking, fishing 🎣🦦 birding. All things, you should be doing. So stop your stewing.Let’s start proving. What Jenn can do.Cause I’m notThrough yet.

Lost love

I’m over him before we even started.I thought he understood me.But we’ve already parted. Because subduing me like all the rest. Was how he wanted to interact. I guess he didn’t pass the test. Alone with God is where I’ll rest. Great place to be, been here before. I guess I’ll have to show himContinue reading “Lost love”

God Showers down His Mercy

Feels like I’m running from life.Tired of being caught up, In strife. Sometimes Life Cuts like a knife.Cutting deep, inside. Inside of my mind. Sometimes dull and Sometimes sharp.But always leaving, Quite a mark.Scars all over. Starting over.Life ran me over, like a bulldozer. Landed on my chest. Need to get some rest.When it’s allContinue reading “God Showers down His Mercy”

Sub-conscious state

While living in a sub-conscious state.  You will make, many mistakes.  Trying not to be a fake.  Waiting patiently, to meet my fate.  Sub-conscious state, half asleep/half awake.  Some days, more asleep than awake.  But then again, some days, more awake than asleep. Sub-conscious state, I’m in my head.  In there, God’s the Ruler, Satan’sContinue reading “Sub-conscious state”

Always on, I never stop. When will the thoughts, stop!?Coming at a vicious pace, Kind of want, out of the race.Tired of life,But God reminds me, It’s not all strife. Because God is guiding. Don’t know what to do, Half the time. The other half, Just want to rhyme. Be in, my own, little world.OneContinue reading

Free to be me.

Feeling free to be myself.No longer, a scared little mouse. Opening doors,No one can close. Boy do I,feel exposed. Hundreds of times,I’ve seen that smile. So bright, you can see it,For miles and miles. Surrendering more and more, to The Lord. Bright shining face,So grateful for Grace. If it weren’t for God’s Grace,I’d be goneContinue reading “Free to be me.”

Pretenders

Oh the pretenders,Not knowing who they are.Always looking for, who sets the bar. Don’t have to look far, you know who you are.A fake, a phoney, it’s such a facade. All about the show, and who you know. Can’t go too far, with others setting the bar. Oozing false confidence. But where is the balance?NoContinue reading “Pretenders”