Lost love

I’m over him before we even started.I thought he understood me.But we’ve already parted. Because subduing me like all the rest. Was how he wanted to interact. I guess he didn’t pass the test. Alone with God is where I’ll rest. Great place to be, been here before. I guess I’ll have to show himContinue reading “Lost love”

Watching the Sinking ship

Sinking ship, Full of anger and pride. Can’t go on, for it weighs a ton. Going under, pull out all the stops! Bully her, chain her, shut her up. What happened? This used to work!? Not anymore, No more abuses! Filled with joy, nothing can destroy. God’s Holy Spirit, leading the charge. Use me Lord,Continue reading “Watching the Sinking ship”

Feeling Joy

Feeling JoyI know You’re here.If You weren’tI would feel fear. I feel You close.Not to boast.I’ve loved YouMost.And now it shows. Your glory aboundingAll around me.It’s You, iFeel deep in my core.This feeling,I can not Ignore. OfGod’s Holy SpiritI want more and more. So fill me LordEven more. Until I’m spilling over.Into Your people,Of whomContinue reading “Feeling Joy”

In God’s Holy Grasp

Lord, You have handled me with such gentleness and care. In my despair, You truly care, won’t leave me here, no time to spare. God’s changing me, this I can see.Not comfortable, but necessary.One step at a time, with God’s Hand in mine. May my life and Yours be intertwined, till my life is YoursContinue reading “In God’s Holy Grasp”

I struck the rock!

I struck the rock. ✓Just like Moses, I got frustrated with the people. ✓Just like Moses, I lacked patience. ✓Just like Moses, I struck the rock. I struck the rock by taking on responsibilities in other people’s lives that were God’s, not mine. When people would come to me with problems I would help themContinue reading “I struck the rock!”

David and Bathsheba never meet?!?

How else would we have The wisdom of The Book of Proverbs or Ecclesiastes, if David and Bathsheba never met? If David didn’t stay home, if he didn’t see Bathsheba bathing on the rooftop? Under what circumstances would David and Bathsheba meet? David’s sin has been repeatedly brought up concerning Bathsheba and her rooftop bathing.Continue reading “David and Bathsheba never meet?!?”

God Mountains

God Mountains Just a piece of dust? Maybe a handful of dirt? Pebbles upon the surface? Rocks large, medium and small rocks of all kinds? Boulders, huge boulders? A big beautiful, huge Mountain? What size is your GOD Mountain? Sometimes God’s children forget who their FATHER is and need a reminder of our place inContinue reading “God Mountains”

God has all aspects of me.

God has all aspects of my life. In the confusion It is The Lord who answers my questions, and silences Satan. “Hush! For you have no business here and no rights. Certainly no say so. God rules this soul! The tiny crack that you came through. Go on back!!!“ God says, “Jennifer belongs to me,Continue reading “God has all aspects of me.”

Lord take Control

Feel like I’m rushing, rushing all around. Realized I’m not Russian, So fell to the ground. Feeling like king Saul. Appointed by The Lord. Yet getting impatient, And going on my own. Want to keep faith. Holy Spirit please, Inundate. Overwhelm me with Your Love. Joy. Peace. And Patience. Fill me with Your Kindness. Flood me withContinue reading “Lord take Control”

God has come to Save us all

He chooses not to go.ButLet me loose and watch me roar. Watching me struggle.Refusing to cuddle. Squeeze me maybe.Choke me till I’m unable. Unable to breathe or see or even bleed.I’m all used up, there’s nothing left in me. Bleed me dry, I can’t even cry.Because there’s nothing left inside. Hollow and alone, feel itContinue reading “God has come to Save us all”