Anxiety and Angst

That constant loomingWhen will it go? Are you waiting for me to grow? Is this the next step?To rid me of, All of this anxiety and angst? But how do I do this!?Please show me the way. Thank God for this brand new day❣️

Going through the next door.

Once the dust clears.Who will be here? Who will be here,To share my tears? In time God Will bring,who He sees fit. Not a square peg,In a round hole. This time I won’t,Lose focus. Focus on what,God has presented. Right here, Right now.Like God has intended. Here in the present. No looking back.Only forward, NowContinue reading “Going through the next door.”

Joy sucker’s/don’t let them get you!

Joy sucker,Strikes again. Stealing joy,From whomever they can. If I’m not happy,Why should you be?. Joyful, content!?No way my friend. The world is full of sucker’s.Sucker’s on the prowl,Sucker’s all around. Be careful, Look out for sucker’s. Go spread that joy,Bring happiness. Loving all,And feeling blessed.

What do people want!?

What do people want? They want pieces of you.And they will take one piece at a time, till you’re black and blue. Until you are lacking, well…… everything. Pieces hanging from here.Pieces hanging from there.No one really cares. Now I’m not whole. The Pieces taken, can I get them back?Not fully intact, but maybe IContinue reading “What do people want!?”

Always on, I never stop. When will the thoughts, stop!?Coming at a vicious pace, Kind of want, out of the race.Tired of life,But God reminds me, It’s not all strife. Because God is guiding. Don’t know what to do, Half the time. The other half, Just want to rhyme. Be in, my own, little world.OneContinue reading

Free to be me.

Feeling free to be myself.No longer, a scared little mouse. Opening doors,No one can close. Boy do I,feel exposed. Hundreds of times,I’ve seen that smile. So bright, you can see it,For miles and miles. Surrendering more and more, to The Lord. Bright shining face,So grateful for Grace. If it weren’t for God’s Grace,I’d be goneContinue reading “Free to be me.”

Pretenders

Oh the pretenders,Not knowing who they are.Always looking for, who sets the bar. Don’t have to look far, you know who you are.A fake, a phoney, it’s such a facade. All about the show, and who you know. Can’t go too far, with others setting the bar. Oozing false confidence. But where is the balance?NoContinue reading “Pretenders”

Love myself!?❣️

Prodigal son’s

While waiting for God’s timing.I will keep on rhyming. I’ve come out of hiding.Stopped all the fighting. Now God has got me shining.Joy fills my air. For Jen the fair is now aware.God’s Love surrounding, forever binding. God’s blessings, abounding.Part of God’s army. Full Armour of God Protect the outside. While God’s Holy Spirit, onContinue reading “Prodigal son’s”

Watching the Sinking ship

Sinking ship, Full of anger and pride. Can’t go on, for it weighs a ton. Going under, pull out all the stops! Bully her, chain her, shut her up. What happened? This used to work!? Not anymore, No more abuses! Filled with joy, nothing can destroy. God’s Holy Spirit, leading the charge. Use me Lord,Continue reading “Watching the Sinking ship”